I can be very contradicting at times.
And I often cannot make up my mind on what I want, this irritates me and my friends. 
I’m a perfectionist but yet I’m far from perfect.
So I’m constantly striving to improve myself.
I hope I can learn to be more confident of myself and have better time management.
I hope to find the old cheerful shiyin.
I’m learning to be contented with what I’m blessed with so I’m generally quite happy with my life.
