Yes I’m sorry, I haven’t been very active lately.
The last month past really quickly.Let me think…
What did I do for the past one month…
well, I got back my results!
and good news is…I have graduated!
I was really happy and relieved that now everything is over (at least the studying part)..
but this also means another stage of my life is going to begin soon.
and yup, besides getting back my results and collecting my convo gown,
I was actively looking for jobs.
It’s like a mundane cycle of life.
study, study, study.
work, work, work and still work…
until you get old.
As I was looking through the jobs online,
I really regretted the choice that I made when I was younger.
I shouldn’t have gone to a jc.
I didn’t enjoy my jc days at all.
It was far from my sec sch days which I guessed was the most colourful sch days in my life.
I regretted not doing well for my jc,
and having to end up in a course which I didn’t enjoy at all too.
(although I did merely survive through the 4 yrs)
I didn’t like what I studied at all,
worse still, all the jobs that I’m interested in require a cert in other courses.
But well, I thought a lot about my future.
I’m sure this is not what I want.
I don’t want just a 9 to 5 job,
looking forward to 5pm everyday.
I have been reading some self-help books lately.
They really did helped me to get back my energy and motivation when I was in sec sch.
I know I can do a lot better in everything.
and I will do better from now on.
Ok and one good news is…
my ah ling is back!
back from the far far away from US.
he bought me a little kate spade bag.
I love that brand!
and he remembers that!
It was a really pleasant surprise!
Though it’s not the nicest and most expensive bag there,
I still really really appreciate it!
thanks ah dum! 
I went to the airport with his parents to wait for his arrival.
and we were shocked to see him.
he put on weight! and he looked really lok kok after the 20 over hours flight.
he became a lot darker too.
poor ling…he has been working very hard over at US..
working 10+ hrs a day,
and still have to do all the housework himself.
The past 9 months was a very long wait,
but I didn’t feel very far from him actually.
It’s really the heart that matters,
not the distance.
But sadly, he’s only coming back for 3 weeks.
and that means, he’s leaving for US really soon.
He will be going off next thurs.
ultra SADNESS. 
he said he wanna strike TOTO next monday,
so that he can don’t go back US.
hahahaha…if only it’s so easy dear..
dear dear…though u will be leaving again really soon..
i know it sounds kinda mushy,
but our hearts will still be together!
and don’t forget our promises!
let’s work hard for ourselves and for our future!
as much as I am going to miss ah ling,
I really miss all my girlfriends too.
I long long time never meet u all le!!!!
sorry that I have been missing out on so much time with u gals!
but I really miss u all!!!
let’s unite again really soon!!!!!
missaiyosim is looking forward!!!
jia you ANPAN!
yup i will…thanks darling!